my tv loves

so....... i was having a pretty weird dream and i can't explain it all.... but i'll just give the highlights

so... back to my original love, tom cruise... apparently he wants me back..... and i was hanging out with him and his children and his wife ..... and he had really cute kids .... his wife wasn't katie holmes though, it was just some made up character

anywho... and then everything kinda morphed into my new tv love .... ahem, patrick dempsey (*sigh*).... but of course in my dream nothing had really changed since my dreams never make any sense..... so them i'm sitting in like a waiting room with addison (red head wife of patrick dempsey on tv) and his children (who WERE tom cruise's children).... and they are waiting on the delivery of a baby (i'm still not sure who's baby-- at first i thought it was tom cruise's wife.... so maybe in my dream tom cruise had multiple wives...i think that was part of hte confusion...but anyways, not important)....so there is some sort of weird complication about like the baby's saliva and teh esophagus?..... so addison is worried, but dr weber (the black chief on grey's anatomy) has done something to try and fix it for hte moment......THEN (now things are getting juicy) addison comfronts me about whether or not i'm having an affair with her husband (somehow my role is a little different suddenly)...so i'm searching in my brain to try and figure out what the answer is b/c apparently i'm not sure .... i think i was just like recalling episodes of grey's anatomy or something...... and so she's like, "cuz ya know, that time you smelled exactly like him"....and i was like all tongue tied and i was like, "addison..... "......so she's like, " ya know, i can't do this."...and she takes off her wedding ring and puts it on the table.....and i get up and leave....and she gets up and leaves.......and we start walkin gin separate directions and then patrick dempsey (*sigh*) finally shows up and he's like ,"oh- which one do i go after? what is going on?" .... so finally he comes after me (yay!) and he's like, "don't go- just wait pleaaaassseee......" and he asks me to please watch his kids in the waiting room (i know, i thought they were tom cruise's children, but whatever) ... so i was like, "FINE- just b/c i don't want your kids to sit there by themselves"...so i don't know where he went - to go talk to addison?.... and then someone (maybe you guys) asked me what i was doing nad i'm like, "i'm watching tom cruise's kids!" (yeah, i know i'm getting tom cruise and patrick dempsey all mixed up).... and then some time afterwards mom came along and ruiined my romantic moment while i had a bike near the water with his kids and maybe him and she was like, "hahha- DID you know melodie has never done this......"...... way to go mom, way to ruin my patrick dempsey/tom cruise moment.........

somewhere in this dream i'm also peeing in the street and i'm like, "oh my gosh- i'm STILL peeing"...but that's not very romantic and i don't know why i was doing that (i think its jsut cuz i had to pee for real)..... i don'tk now how this amazing story ends...but i'd like to think i ride off into the sunset with one of them.... right now i'm leaning towards patrick dempsey, but i'll settle for tom cruise